Meop

I don't know where i went wrong
but everyday seems to get worse
i grow farther from reality
and yet i seem to feel more alive


i just seem to get louder
to myself
i drown out everything 
except for what i want 
which makes me into 
something i don't 
know


i yell 
at the sky 
i listen 
to the wind
and yet i 
don't learn anything


I've been here so long
a limbo of excess 
learning what is 
and what I've done 
are two different things




but the one thing i have observed
is that all need 
is the sun 
the sunlight 
a light 
to light me up 


some one
to light
me from 
the inside