- how can you describe a feeling that is more complex than words, more complex than complete thoughts, more than the complexity of dreams?
like a wave of pure blue ocean
washing over all my soul
the saltiness cleansing my wounds
and self afflictions
like a beam of sun light
as though shot down from them heavens
like a laser
right into my life
burning the things that hold me down
like a knight who came upon princess
but not one of need
but one of strength
a princess who is already a queen
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i break my own heart every night
thinking fallacies that she knows arent true
but i believe them, even beyond my own might
and she sticks around because she has become my glue
i fantasize about her face
about her waist
about her legs
about her
no thing enters my mind
except her
its like i look up to the stars
but am lost at my existence in the terrestrial
her presence lifts me beyond my self made prison bars
and sets me on a path to a stable mental
they way she operates is celestial
not a thing compares
to the high dimples on her cheeks
when she really, really smiles
how is it that out of no where
even though i waited weeks
we will be together for every mile
she is what i have always envied
a beauty, a brain, a humor and a sexy
existence, i love her, i want her, i need her
but why does every second with her go like a blur
i cant get enough, im addicted
my only fix is with who im afflicted
im sick of the world
and my cure is my girl
support me like a circus acrobat
im swinging back and forth, to and fro
but your always there like a trust fall mat
catching me beyond mental throws
how can i know that she is the one
who i will spend all my days under the sun
because i fit her and she fits me
because we talk about the future and it always ends with we
she makes my life complete
like winning a gold medal for an athlete
there is no comparison
i absolutely love her to no end
im a depressed, PTSD, alcoholic
but she loves me beyond all of it
she is like a mason building up a foundation
everything she does is making me hyperbolic
like regular person with all the ups and downs
but she is always there in the thick of it
and all i can do is love is love her cause i will never be sick of it
she is brazen and coarse
all at he same time
she rubs me smooth
and she always makes me shine
she is beyond her own self worth
if made into gold, she would make the whole world wealthy
its from her that everyone else gives birth
to ideas and ideals that will keep them healthy
she is complex, like a freshly mined diamond
the work to see her beauty
relies in with person who is willing
to put the work into to see her brilliance
i love her completely
i am smitten
i want to end this neatly
so, she fits me like a mitten
