splattered
used, abused
and nothing less than forgotten
this is what i must be
otherwise i get caught
up in some fantastical sabbatical
of joyful lore where happiness
is reality
it's like jumping into a pool
full of hardened cement
thinking that its just
another hot day
it promises you to be broken
completely
this myth that life
was meant for something
other than
being alone
its something you could laugh at
ironically
